I would be lying if I say I don’t miss you
But whether I’m dead or alive
You don’t have any clue.
The distance between us is just a few miles
And it’s been years
Now I feel I’m on an exile.
But one thing is clear, you and I can never be together
And something it hits me
For destroying me, God chose you as a baiter.
Certainly, I’m not dead yet
Interestingly, I’m also not living
Perhaps, I’m in a state of constant fret.
Falling for you has been my greatest mistake
I had this intuition that I would fail
Still I put everything on the stake.
Because I was sure that when you will enter
There will be no confusion
And that would be my life’s answer.
Eventually, nothing as such happened
I was just dreaming
And now I’m standing at the dead-end.
My head is still up
Not because I plead to have you
But because without you, there is something perfect in my cup.
It’s just that I’m a little upset
I could have choose bliss instead of you
But you aren’t with me, there is still no regret.
Without you, I’m alive on wine
You are the love,
The love that was never mine.